I hate the person that I become when I’m angry. It’s like I turn into this monster and I can’t help it when it reveals itself. It’s the exact opposite of me and the more I suppress it, the more I get angry. I try to hide my anger from the people I love, even if it means they are the reason why I’m enraged. But then they finally witness it and I can’t help but spew animosity until tears fall down. It’s then that I’m left with sadness and I feel more empty than before.
It’s my birthday today! I’m so happy and I feel incredibly lucky that I’m surrounded by wonderful people :3
The sound of the rain woke me up and I’m surprised I didn’t wake up with a hangover considering the amount of alcohol I drank last night. Well, at least tonight I’ll be out drinking again.
This day can’t get any worse. I hate how my house doesn’t have any alcohol at all… Sigh, at least tomorrow I can drink my ass off.
I need it.
Liking someone is weird because you wanna kiss them but at the same time punch their throat.
I have no clue where to visit in L.A. aside from the attractions from the tour bus ride.
I want to explore L.A. on my own (on Thursday) and I feel like just going to a nice cafe and stay there for awhile. I just don’t know where though.
I’m too excited for my trip to L.A. tomorrow!